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We Are Bodybuilders [Mar. 14th, 2006|06:55 am]
When bodybuilders travel we are often on the receiving end of many odd and strange looks from the public. Not just because we have larger than average physiques, chiseled with rock hard muscle, but because we have behaviors that are foreign to most people. Observers stare and watch as we pull out protein bars from our fanny packs on the airplane and consume not one, but perhaps two or three at a time. We carry around a suspicious powder with us, only to add water, shake it up, and use it as another protein supplement to stimulate more muscle growth and enhance our physiques.

We care not what others think because we find solace in the fact that there are thousands out there who understand our determination and struggle to maintain what we’ve worked so hard to achieve. It is through grueling hours of sweat, and punishing weight-training sessions, that the foundation of our muscular body is based upon. We take what we’ve been given and fuel ourselves with the highest quality foods produced by Mother Nature to enhance every aspect of our being. We are never satisfied with how our body looks, and we’re always searching for improvements and paying close attention to detail. We are not content with our work ethic, continuously thinking of ways to demand more from ourselves.

Moderation is not a word in our vocabulary, and we strive for as close to perfection as is possible to attain. We are not abnormal, but we stand out in a society of mediocrity and contentment with low levels of individual success. We are driven to succeed and overcome many barriers that keep the average person down and deterred from attempts to accomplish significant feats.

We are true, passionate athletes worried not by how our competition compares to us, but how we compare to our prior selves. We are forward thinking individuals paving the road for followers who have an innate instinct to better themselves and the intrinsic motivation to pursue the bodybuilding dream. We don’t just push heavy weights around; we push ourselves to our physical and mental limits. We raise the standard of excellence everywhere we go. We live to inspire others, creating dreams within them. We are warriors in the gym, chefs in the kitchen, and the masters of our own destiny, forming our own legacy.

We are bodybuilders.
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(no subject) [Mar. 2nd, 2006|10:58 am]
This cartoon explains my love life


http://youtube.com/watch?v=kjtitwgtuD0


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Join The Fight [Dec. 21st, 2005|03:18 pm]

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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2005|11:49 am]
FOR YOU
I'D DO ANYTHING JUST TO MAKE YOU HAPPY,
HEAR YOU TELL ME THAT YOU'RE PROUD OF ME
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2005|06:09 am]
Apperantly someone stopped being my friend because when their family member died and I tried to be supportive they thought I was stalking them

Oh well, you weren't a cool person anyways
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(no subject) [Jun. 15th, 2005|05:01 am]
I just bought Hitched...Americas romantic comedy of the year, according to the Fox TV


Who wants to come over and watch it with me?
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Life Goes On [Jun. 4th, 2005|12:28 pm]
[mood | dorky]
[music |In Control- Life Goes On]

Soliloquy of fate, through
Ominous eyes and untold tales.
These moments passed are the last,
Seconds burning the hourglass.

But what can be done?
Let go of today and take the forgone-
Hold tightly to loose strands of time,
Unraveling and losing them still.

Just let the sands pour through,
because the clock is ticking;
Don't digress or halt to wonder
While miles of life ease by.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2005|12:38 am]
why are girls so heartless?
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2005|07:59 pm]
You know whats funny?

Before Someday Soon no one cared about the 562 are....but since we put it in our songs and show pride for it and is now a part of our image...everyone loves it and everyone post it on their myspace and random stuff.

Well before all of you...Someday Soon was still proud of it and will always be.
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(no subject) [Apr. 22nd, 2005|08:26 pm]
So I really Like this Girl
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Tony 2 [Mar. 28th, 2005|01:10 pm]
WHORES DON'T GET A SECOND CHANCE

How I prayed it was love That I felt instead of disgust.

But its to late to turn back now.

I've come too far to give into my heart.

YOU CAN BURN IN HELL.
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Tony [Mar. 28th, 2005|01:08 pm]
I DIDN'T KNOW I LOVE YOU CAME WITH A KNIFE IN MY BACK

GIRLS STINK. THEY STINK. THEY ARE EVIL. THEY ARE ALL BAD. ALL OF THEM. THEY ARE ALL BACKSTABBERS, LIKE YOU.

A new caress drags me in again. Simple words pulling me under. The hundred lies behind her eyes are so inviting, but it always ends the same.

WHEN SHE OFFERS TO HELP IT WILL BE FOR HER OWN REASONS. I'M NOT LYING. TAKE MY PEN, WRITE THIS DOWN. DO NOT TRUST HER.

Face down, on the floor. Your knife in my BACK.
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Jacked from Lucas [Mar. 1st, 2005|10:48 pm]
101 things about me

[1] NAME: Manny Perez
[2] BIRTHDAY: September 2, 1984
[3] HEIGHT: 5 11
[4] SHOE SIZE: 12
[5] EYE COLOR: brown
[6] HAIR COLOR: black
[7] DONE DRUGS: Uhm once or twice, when I was 15
[8] BEEN ON STAGE: Yes.
[9] HAD SEX: NO.
[10] BEEN DUMPED: 4 times las year.
[11] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: Nope
[12] EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: I'm sure I have.
[13] DYED YOUR HAIR: blue/black in high school.
[14] CHOKED INFRONT OF SOMEONE: Naw I choked once on a jawbreaker but I was alone
[15] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJ'S: Nope, I like it when girls do it though
[16] GOTTEN DETENTION: Only a few times, I'm a pretty good kid I guess.
[17] LIKED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: Not Cry just really mad
[18] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: Yeah my secret Lover
[19] DO THEY KNOW: Yeah.
[20] WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: mmm I like alot of things. I'm a leg man so nice legs. But the thing that really gets me is a personality. It has to be a nice one becasue I am nice and now a bitch or a whore
[21] COULD SEE YOURSELF GETTING MARRIED: Yeah totally, I want to be a dad someday.
[22] COLD / HOT: In between, I like it when it's sunny out but with a chilly wind.
[23] BLACK / WHITE: Black.
[24] RAIN / SNOW: Rain
[25] GIVE / RECEIVE: Both.
[26] WOOL / COTTON: Cotton. Wool itches.
[27] ROSE / DAISY: I like both!
[28] PRIVATE / PUBLIC SCHOOL: I wouldn't know about private, I've never been, but it seems really fun.
[29] PLAIN / CHOCOLATE MILK: Strawberry milk.... mmmm<3
[30] HISTORY / SCIENCE: Science..what makes the world work fasinates me.
[31] MATH / ENGLISH: Math
[32] SPRING / FALL: Fall becasue I get to Layer, but spring becasue I can go surf
[33] ROCK / COUNTRY: hardcore
[34] PEPSI / COKE: kool-aid
[35] LOVE / LUST: Love, awww hahaha I'm gay.
[36] EAT / SLEEP: BOTH!!! Sleep

FRIENDS

[37] WHO DO YOU SEE THE MOST: Chris, but I wish I could always be with Katie or Jordan
[38] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: Katie
[39] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: No one.
[41] WHO'S THE LOUDEST: Dani
[41] WHO'S THE SHYEST: None are really shy.
[42] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: Katie becasue she is the girl of my dreams and shes my best friend
[43] WHO GOTS THE BEST ROOM: My old room was so good. with a balcony and a moon roof
[44] WHO'S THE HORNYEST: Hahah probably me but I don;t show it. But I think chris is too
[45] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: Katie and Jordan
[46] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: Chris
[47] WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND: GOD, Jesus, and then Katie
[48] WHO DO YOU HAVE SERIOUS TALKS WITH: Katie and Jordan
[49] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: Everybody.
[50] WHO HUGGED YOU THE MOST: I have no clue, I hug everybody. I'm very pro-hugs.
[51] WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST: Katie
[52] WHO FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: No one, I'm pretty drama free.
[53] WHO ARGUE W/ YOU THE MOST: Same.
[54] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Katie, Jordan at the same time haha jk
[55] IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: my Katie, amd my Jordan
[56] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: Katie
[57] DO YOU KNOW MOST BOUT: Katie I know so much of her...just not her body ;)

DO YOU LIKE TO:

[58] GIVE HUGS: EVERYONE
[59] GIVE BACK RUBS: Girls
[60] TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN: If I've got a jacket on.
[61] WATCH TV: I rarely do anymore
[62] GO TO THE BEACH: Yeah, to surf or skim
[63] DO HOMEWORK: yes..I have to be smarter than everyone
[64] PLAY IN THE SNOW: My hands get cold.
[65] WORK OUT: everyday...I need ot get like arnold
[66] TALK ON THE PHONE: Yeah, but I don't much anymore
[67] STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: I get too tired and start talking nonsense and fall asleep on my keyboard.
[68] GO ONLINE: Yeah, but I don't as much anymore.
[69] BE KISSED: DEF
[70] DO WEIRD / FREAKY THINGS: I a super freak
[71] BE WILD: Nah, I'm usually pretty chill.

HAVE YOU EVER:

[72] BEEN TO A CONCERT: Yeah, and shows too.
[73] BEEN OUT OF STATE: Yup, Nevada, Oregon, Washington, and New York.Canada. Mexico
[74] GONE SKINNY DIPPIN: Yeah, in the bathtub! It was so wild!
[75] RAN ROUND NAKED: In sacramento.
[76] BROKEN A BONE: Sprained my hand
[77] CHEATED ON A TEST: Yah
[78] RAN A MARATHON: No but when I was fat, the mile in P.E. sure felt like it.
[79] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: rockstars
[80] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: my first guitar
[81] STOLE FROM SOMEWHERE: Pens and markers from walmart
[82] STALKED SOMEONE: No, that's creepy dude.

YOUR LOVE LIFE:

[83] SINGLE OR TAKEN: Single

[84] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT WITH ANYONE, WHO: Yhr girl of my dreams and heather
[85] HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: I think once in 8th grade haha.
[86] LONGEST RELATIONSHIP:8 months just about?
[87] LAST PERSON YOU KISSED: Sharon

EXTRA EXTRA:

[88] BAD HABITS: Cussing, and not giving a fuck
[89] MAKES YOU MAD: People pretending to be more cultured and savvy than they really are. Fake people.people who think they are the modern art world
[90] SCARIEST MOMENTS: bullet ricoshaded off a wall and hit my knee
[91] WHERE ARE YOU: my ghetto house
[92] ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWLERIES: nope
[93] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: This morning
[94] WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR PANTS: not wearing any
[95] WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENIN TO RIGHT NOW: Kill Whitney Dead 'I didn't know I love you came with a knife in my back"
[96] LAST THING YOU SAID: I love you Katie
[97] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: Wood
[98] LAST THING YOU ATE: subway
[99] WHAT YOU REALLY WANA DO RIGHT NOW: Masturbate
[100] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANA BE: Light light light blue.
[101] IF YOU COULD CHOOSE TO LIVE W/ SOMEONE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WHO WOULD IT BE: Katie
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Anyone? [Feb. 5th, 2005|05:36 pm]
I want to start a new band....anyone interested reply... This band will sound like a mix of Juliana Theory, New Underoath, Beloved, and any other scremo, emo band.

This will be a a truly heartfelt band. I want all the lyrics to come from the heart from bitter heartbreaks to sweet innocent love. If anyone is interested, reply.
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(no subject) [Jan. 7th, 2005|03:33 pm]
I Think your psycho alot of the times

Girls Are GAY
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DO IT!!!!!!!!!! [Jan. 6th, 2005|11:57 pm]
1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me?:
6. Do I smoke?:
7. Do I believe in God?:
8. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
9. My age:
10. Birthday:
11. Color hair:
12. Color eyes:
13. Do I have any siblings?:
14. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
16. What's my favorite type of music?:
17. What is the best feature about me?
18. Am I shy or outgoing?:
19. Would you say I am funny?:
20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
21. Any Special Talents?:
22. Would you consider me a friend?:
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty,homie, average, sporty,punk,hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else?
24. Have you ever seen me cry?:
25. Do I drink?:
26. Have I ever had sex?:
27. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?
28. On a scale from 1-10 (10 being the highest) how good of friends are we?
29. Do you want this to change?
30. Am I a good friend?
31. What are my best qualities?
32. Am I attractive?
33. Would you ever date me?
34. Whats one of my downfalls? (answer this honestly-no one is perfect)
35.Describe me in one word-
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(no subject) [Dec. 25th, 2004|11:17 am]
we’re bathed in the twighlight as the kisses melt, poisoning our lips, poisoning our minds. the stars seem to blend with the city lights, the horizon dissipated with the rain and we’re lost in a world blanketed with the ivory petals from the roses we once held. tomorrow may never come but i’d love to see tonite with you again.
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(no subject) [Dec. 8th, 2004|03:21 pm]
I feel great...away from the drama doing my own thing...I LOVE it
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2004|11:39 am]
So this marks a time of change....I have been dumped, let me see, 4 times this year. And usually I would be crying my feelings right now...but I'm not.

This makes me feel bad because the more girls I meet the less of a relationship I want with any of them. I guess all I want is to just makeout with them. I just someone to make out with on any occasion. That kinda makes me an asshole becasue thats all I want from girls. I don't want a relationship, I don't care if we are friends just makeout with me.

hahaha Its gonna turn me into an asshole but who cares...they have not been fair with me why should I care what they think.

Oh yeah and Now I'm always posi now...forget the past, forget the agony I just want to be happy all the time and have fun.

Forget all that emotional poetry, forget all those pretty things I ever said...I'm not gonna try to be something I really don't wanna be anymore

I'M FREE
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I give up [Nov. 18th, 2004|02:07 pm]
Don't you hate being alone?

Do I?

I really don't know. I have always been alone...so I can't really say I miss having anyone. I want things to change. I want to know that someone will be there for me even if its only for one night.

I want a girlfriend you can say. Someone to have a special connection with. Someone you can share your feelings with. Someone to tell you everything is gonna be ok.

I hate the line "Can't we just be friends" It never works. You do something to piss me off then I do the same and we just end up going at each others throats. No matter what girl I meet its always gonna end the same. All I wanna say is "look I have plenty of friends, I don't need anymore" But I can't say that, I just say ok and never talk to them again.


I dunno I guess I could just use one good friend. One that wont stab you in the back.

I wish I had somebody </3
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